Nothing Else Matters - Metallica

:: May You Rest In Peace ::

She's married and were blessed with 2 children. She was a strong woman, wife, daughter and a mother. Today, just 30mins ago, I had a phone call saying she had passed away (Innalillah). She was hospitalized now and then due to her sickness which she carried for the past few years. She did went for chemotherapy but only did 1 time cos she knew she won't make it. Doctor said, the virus had attacked her lungs. I was so shocked and sad too cos i didn't get be at her funeral. Whatever it is, may she rest in peace now. Al-fatihah. Amin.

:: Housekeeping :: Sick Hubby ::

I'm done with my housekeeping (office). It's the only time I can do it as no work for me today. Waste my every Saturday at work. Ufff!!! Why can't this company just gives us alternate Saturday off? Hmm.. Done so much but gets nothing.

Hubby is not feeling well for the past few days. Fever went up and down. Pitied him alone at home. Appetite not really good as his throat hurts. What shall I get for him after work today??

:: Slow :: Bored ::

Oh darn!

I couldn't believe my eyes. The clock now only showing 1400hrs..!? Seriously, I'm very sleepy and bored at the same time. Not many work to do and my other collegues are too busy in their own world. Phone calls non-stop ringing and I feel like breaking it into pieces. It's damn irritating. Oh gosh! I wanna go home or maybe let me take a nap for at least 30mins. @______@

:: Bruno Mars - Billionaire ft. Travie McCoy ::

The first time i heard this song, I fell in love with it. And when I saw this video, ehem I mean Bruno Mars, I fell deeply in LOVE with him. Ouch! It's gonna break someone's heart. Heh! Heh!

:: Stress :: Angry :: Sad ::

Yes! My feelings right now are all the above mention. I'm stress of my weight gain. I'm angry of myself for not being extra discipline on my diet and I'm sad cos no matter how hard I tried to lose weight, it's not working. I don't know what else I should do to make it see the difference. I gained 20kg in 2.5 years @_@. People were saying that I'm living happily and that's why I gain weight. NO! it's not true. I realised that I eat more when I'm stress. So it's my fault. Oh darn!

Excercise? Seriously on and OFF. I wanted so much to run everyday but I have this scare feeling to be alone out there especially after all the news bout killing, raping and slashing. I don't believe that it is safe even if there's many people around. Crimes nowadays don't even care if they do it in public. Uff! Please make my beautiful country peaceful and safe again like it used to. @_@